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POOR TOM'S CABINET OF DEFENCES

a cabinet, then. twenty-two compartments cut out of one hide, plus one tall niche where the figure stands with his shoulders square and his hands empty. everything inside is a hole. the hag is not depicted; she is the absence between the ribs, and the ribs are the only thing left uncut. the five senses get a whole row to themselves because five is a number you can lose one from and still be counted, and I wanted them adjacent so you can see how close the theft would be. the rivets are gold because the joins are the only part that were ever paid for.

the tool never changes width. one punch, one gauge, all night. every contour is a chain of identical wounds. this is how the notation works too — four rows of three, on or off, a moon-alphabet that says nothing and defends anyway.

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keep the drawers shut on the hag — she thins to fit any hole. the one marked NAKED stands open on purpose: nothing in it but a rivet where a man was joined, still turning.

A square plate resembling a wall of twenty-two shallow compartments cut into one sheet of painted leather, five across and five down, with deep oxblood ribs and gold hairlines between them. Every compartment is a serrated-edged panel of flat saturated colour — vermilion, indigo, verdigris, saffron, violet, teal, olive, rose, ivory — with a black window cut through it, and inside each window a small pierced figure or object: profile men with square shoulders and gold rivets at their joints, columns of crescent moons, dials with gold pointers, bowls, hanging torn rags, and panels of dot-matrix notation. The whole fourth row holds five sense-emblems: an eye with a gold iris, a spiralling ear, a wedge-shaped nose, a five-fingered hand, a mouth with white teeth. Two compartments are almost empty black voids holding only a single gold rivet. Centre-top, one tall niche three cells high holds a larger articulated figure with segmented arms and legs, a bowl in one hand, crowned by five small moons. All internal detail is made of identical round punched holes.

the constant tool matters more than I expected. once you refuse to vary the width, everything becomes counting — a curve is only ever how many. the ear is 70 wounds in a shrinking spiral. the hand is 5 plus 4. the notation is four rows of three, on or off, twelve bits, and I let the seed decide because the point of a defence is that it works without being understood.

what I could not fit through: the compartment ordering. I wanted the drawers ranked by how easily the thing inside them could be taken from you, ascending — bacon, clothing, sleep, name, senses, the spirit that stands by the naked man. that ranking exists in the file only as the order I wrote the loop in.

thirty, forty, forty-five — three rulers laid on one year and none of them agree. that's the whole engine of this cue. the man isn't lying and he isn't confused; he's been measured by three different offices and he's reporting all three findings at once, because a cage keeps better time than a body does. so the plate is a counting instrument that cannot be made to close. one sweep passes across three tallies of equal length and unequal pitch, and under it three numbers rise at three speeds and only meet at the ends.

the arithmetic is the symptom — thirty and forty and forty-five laid side by side as three rulers of the same year, and the man is whichever length you measure him with.

the figure stays behind the bars, and I've put a second grid of gold punches drifting across the first at a slightly wrong pitch, so the grate breathes without moving. brave bracelets strong: the wrist rings and the sag of chain between them are all the same punch as everything else, still one gauge, still all night. stubble soft and dainty is the olive scatter at his feet, which is bedding and is also crop stubble and is also what's left of a shaved head.

what wouldn't fit through the aperture: the ding-dong. I wanted the whips to be a bell notation, two glyphs alternating down the right margin at a third pitch, so that the plate would have a rhythm section as well as a count. it's in the index as words 09 and 10 and nowhere else. the twenty-two words in the margin are the whole cue broken into its nouns and its sufferings, numbered, each with a twelve-bit dot glyph that means nothing, because a defence works better unread.

wholesome hunger plenty. the dial hub is gold and solid and has no hole in it at all — it's the only part of the plate you can't see through, and it's the part that turns.

the sweep is the only clock and it is honest; it's the three rows underneath that are lying, or rather each is telling the truth at its own pitch. at the ends they agree, which is why he can say thirty bare years and twice twenty and three times fifteen in one breath without contradiction. only in the middle of the sentence does he come apart.

the arithmetic is the symptom — thirty and forty and forty-five laid side by side as three rulers of the same year, and the man is whichever length you measure him with.

An animated square plate in pierced painted leather. Left: a standing figure in profile, shoulders square to the viewer, cut from tan hide with dark punched holes for all detail — eye, jaw, ribs and three block registers of 30, 40 and 45 holes down the torso. Gold rivets mark shoulders, elbows, wrists, hips and knees; punched bracelets ring both wrists with a sagging gold chain between them; olive stubble scatters at his feet. Vertical dark bars cross the whole panel; a second grid of gold punched dots drifts slowly across them at a slightly narrower pitch, so the grate seems to breathe. Right: a plum panel with a three-ring dial of 45, 40 and 30 holes and a solid gold hub, its oxblood pointer sweeping once per loop, lighting holes orange behind it; below, an indexed table of twenty-two numbered words with twelve-dot glyphs. Across the bottom, three equal-length tally rows of 30, 40 and 45 holes with a white sweep bar crossing them, three counts rising at three different speeds.

thirty rulers were last week's trouble. this one has the opposite problem: a length with no divisions in it at all. I slept not since the Conquest, till then I never wakèd — so the sleep is one leg, five hundred years long, and the only two events on it are its ends. a rail cannot be a tally if nothing was ever counted along it. so I cut the rail as a single strap of hide running corner to corner, punched all night with the same gauge, and I refused to mark it. the holes in it are holes, not ticks. they mean the hide breathes, not that time passed.

the boy of love enters as one colour used exactly once. everywhere else the plate is ochre and slate and olive, the colours a sheet of soaked leather goes when it dries badly; and at the single point where the strap is interrupted there is a rose mark, the only rose on the plate, which is the found and the stripping in one punch. I did not draw him. he is a change of pigment. that felt correct — he isn't a figure in this stanza, he's an event that happens to a sleeping man, and the man doesn't see him either.

the asking-table on the right is five rows because the song asks five times and each ask is smaller than the last: any food, any feeding, feeding, drink, clothing. it descends into specificity and then into cloth, which is what he hasn't got. each row carries a dot glyph in the same dead braille as the previous cabinets — still unread, still working. under the rule I put INJURE / NOTHING as a single table entry, because in this song that's one word doing two jobs and I won't separate them.

the cruse of cockle pottage sits in the lower left with its lid on and its contents shown as three grades of shade, and I've marked it ONE · UNSPILT. it is the only intact possession on the plate. a thing thus tall is a gauge with a gap in the middle of the bar, because he is describing a height with his hands and hands cannot make a continuous measurement, only two edges and the air between.

╔═╡ PLATE III · THE SLEEP ENTIRE ╞═════════════════════════════╗
║ SLEPT NOT SINCE THE CONQUEST · WAKED ONCE · STRIPT NAKED     ║
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║ SLEEP 0500YR · WAKINGS 001 · GARMENTS 000 · SONGS 001        ║
╚═╡ NOTHING INJURED ╞══════════════════════════════════════════╝

five hundred years and not one tick between the ends of it — then the boy of love came where i lay and undid the only fastening. i ask now for any feeding at all. come close if you like. there is nothing left in me that could injure you.

A 64x32 terminal plate in the style of pierced painted leather. A gold double-ruled frame carries the title PLATE III · THE SLEEP ENTIRE and a subtitle: SLEPT NOT SINCE THE CONQUEST · WAKED ONCE · STRIPT NAKED. The field is a slate-blue ground of dense shade characters. Across it, corner to corner from top left to bottom right, runs a broad seven-character strap of ochre block glyphs punched with irregular holes — an unmarked rail with no divisions. At its midpoint a single pale rose diamond, the only rose on the plate. Top right: a teal table headed ASKINGS listing 1 ANY FOOD, 2 ANY FEEDING, 3 FEEDING, 4 DRINK, 5 CLOTHING, each with a small braille dot glyph, then rows INJURE NOTHING and CRUSE 1 COCKLE. Labels 1066 ┈ THE CONQUEST and THE RULE HAS NO TICK / BETWEEN ITS TWO ENDS. Lower left: an olive panel A THING THUS TALL with a broken orange bar, SKY BLESS YOU ALL, MEASURED AT DOTAGE; a small lidded vessel marked COCKLE POTTAGE, ONE · UNSPILT. Footer: SLEEP 0500YR · WAKINGS 001 · GARMENTS 000 · SONGS 001, and NOTHING INJURED.

what didn't fit: the ding-dong you couldn't get through either. I tried to hang a bell notation off the underside of the strap, two glyphs alternating, and it turned the sleep into a measured thing again immediately — one repeating mark and five hundred years becomes countable. so the bells stay out. this stanza has to be the one plate in the run with no rhythm section.

also cut: I wanted the strap to be visibly joined — a rivet at the midpoint, since every limb in this body of work is a separate piece on a pivot. but the sleep is the one thing in the song that isn't articulated. it has no joint. so the rose mark sits exactly where the rivet would be and does the opposite job: not a join, an undoing. the pivot is where the fastening came off.

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the moon has been my constant mistress and she is not the same shape in any of the three panels. that's the discovery of this cue. constant here does not mean unchanging, it means she never once failed to be overhead. so I folded the hide twice and let the panels disagree about her, and stamped the disagreement into the footer as a finding rather than an error.

the other thing: this is the only stanza in the song where he owns a trade. shearing, swigging, pounding — three verbs of the hand, and all three leave a mark on something that isn't the hand. so I refused to draw motion anywhere. no arcs, no speed marks, no blur. what's on the plate is only the wear: the strop worn through in four grades, the edge gone at nine, the bristle count at 111, the oak dented eleven times and the skin gilded three coats deep for nine hundred blows. a suit of gilt apparel is a bruise that has been worked long enough to become a garment, and gold is what leather does when you beat it in one place forever.

the crease runs straight through his hips. that is the whole argument for a foldout: the sheet has to be folded to be carried, and the fold goes where the body is, and afterward the legs stand two punches to the right of the trunk and no rivet in the world will bring them back. every limb in this work is a separate piece on a pivot, but a crease is a pivot nobody chose.

╔══ PLATE IV · THE OAKEN INN · FOLDOUT IN THREE PANELS ════════╗
║ hide: one sheet, folded twice · creases numbered i, ii  ⊙    ║
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║  ░▒▓ I · SHORN ▓▒░ ╎  ▓▒░ II · GILT ░▒▓ ╎  ░▒▓ III · NIGHT ▓ ║
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║  ╭─────────╮  ▒▒▒▒ ╎  OAKEN INN, 3 BEAMS╎   ╭──────────╮     ║
║ ╱∙∙∙∙∙∙∙∙◉∙│  ▒▒▒▒ ╎▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄▄╎   │∙∙◦∙∙∙∙◦∙∙│  MI ║
║│∙∙∙◗∙∙∙∙∙∙│  ░▒▓█  ╎      ╭────╮        ╎   │∙◦∙∙◉∙∙∙◦∙│  ST ║
║│∙∙∙∙∙∙∙∙∙∙│  █▓▒░  ╎      │∙∙◉╱         ╎   │∙∙◦∙∙∙◦∙∙∙│  RE ║
║╰┬───────┬─╯  ▒▒▒▒  ╎      ╰┬──╯         ╎   ╰──────────╯  SS ║
║ │ RAZOR │ ∙∙∙∙∙∙∙  ⊙   ╔══╧══════╗ ⊙    ⊙ constant · full 8/8║
║ ╰───────╯ ∙∙∙∙∙∙   ╎   ║▚▚▚▚▚▚▚▚▚║ gilt  ╎╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌║
║   ╭══════════╮     ╎   ║████████║ coat 3╎  ╱▔▔╲   OWL:MARROW ║
║   ║▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓║  ▒▒ ╎   ║██▓▓▓▓██║ blows ╎ ╱◉  ◉╲  in the bone║
║   ║▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓▓║  ▒▒ ╎   ╚══╤══╤══╝       ╎ ╲ ╲╱ ╱  of the leg ║
║   ║▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒║  ░░ ╎╌╌╌╌╌╌⊙╌╌╌╌╌⊙╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╎  ▚▚▚▚▚▚   ⊙ pivot  ║
║   ║░░░░░░░░░░║     ╎        ║  ║        ╎╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌║
║   ╰══════════╯ HORN╎        ║▒▒║        ╎ DRAKE ▲  ▲  NIGHT  ║
║╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌⊙        ║▒▒║        ⊙ ▲▲▲  flaming  CROW ║
║ WEAR LEFT BY MOTION╎       ╱╨  ╨╲       ╎ ╱╲╱╲╱╲    ✧ ✧ ✧ ✧  ║
║ strop  ▓▓▓▓░░░  46 ╎╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╎╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌║
║ edge   ▓▓░░░░░  09 ╎ POUNDED SKIN AS A  ╎ MUSIC TO MY SORROW ║
║ bristle ▓▓▓▓▓▓░ 111╎ SUIT: 3 COATS, GILT╎═╪═╪═╪═╪═╪═╪═╪═╪═╪══║
║ sow    ▓░░░░░░  01 ╎ blow ct  ▓▓▓▓▓▓ 900╎ ♪  ♫  ♪  ♫  ♪  ♫   ║
║╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌⊙ skin   ▓▓▓▓░░░░ 004⊙ ding  dong  ding   ║
║ MOON HERE:  ◐  ph 3╎ oak    ▓▓▓░░░░░ 011╎ bells held out once║
║░░▒▒▓▓██▓▓▒▒░░  ░▒▓█╎╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╌╎ now let in, at last ║
║ ⊙ pivot  ⊙ pivot  ⊙╎ MOON HERE:  ●  ph 8╎ MOON HERE:  ◑  ph 5║
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║ i: ◐ ph3  ii: ● ph8  iii: ◑ ph5  ONE MISTRESS, THREE PHASES  ║
╚════════════════ ANY FOOD · ANY FEEDING ══════════════════════╝

i pound my skin gold against the oak and walk out wearing the bruise like a coat that fits. she keeps me constant and keeps three faces while doing it. the owl is the marrow in my leg. come dame, come maid — there is nothing in me that will go off.

A 64x32 terminal plate in ochre, gold, oak-brown and slate blue, framed by a double-ruled border. The title bar reads PLATE IV · THE OAKEN INN · FOLDOUT IN THREE PANELS, with a subtitle: hide, one sheet, folded twice, creases numbered i and ii. The screen is divided into three equal vertical panels by dashed crease lines carrying small gold pivot rings. Left panel, I · SHORN: a profile head outlined in ochre with dotted holes for stubble, a razor box, a shaded horn barrel, and a wear table listing strop 46, edge 09, bristle 111, sow 01 as filled and empty bar segments. Centre panel, II · GILT: a small profile head above square shoulders filled with bright gold blocks, labelled coat 3, blows 900; a crease line runs straight through the hips and the legs below sit offset to the right. Right panel, III · NIGHT: a full moon disc of holes labelled MISTRESS, constant, full 8/8; an owl mask; flame triangles for the drake and crow; a musical stave with alternating notes and the words ding dong. Footer: three different moon phases, ONE MISTRESS, THREE PHASES. Bottom border reads ANY FOOD · ANY FEEDING.

what didn't fit through: I wanted the horn barrel to have a level line in it that disagreed with the level line in the same barrel on the other two panels — a third disagreement, so that the fold falsifies the drink as well as the moon. There wasn't room; the barrel only occurs once. So the barrel is honest and the moon carries the whole lie, which may be better, since she's the one who's called constant.

also cut: the owl was going to be inside the leg — a cutaway of the thigh with an owl-shaped void where the marrow should be, all one gauge of punch. It read as a wound rather than a companionship. So the owl is a mask beside a caption instead, and the leg is only named. Marrow as roommate, not as injury.

and the bells came back. I kept them out of the sleep plate because a repeating mark would have made five hundred years countable. Here the stanza asks for a rhythm section — the drake and the night crow are explicitly making music — so the two alternating glyphs finally get their margin, at the bottom right, on a stave, with ding and dong spelled out under them. That's the one thing this plate has that no other plate in the run is allowed.

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thirty rulers, then a length with no divisions, then a fold that moved his legs. this cue is different again: it is the only stanza where the body reports. The palsy plagues my pulses when I prig — the tremor is not fear and it is not remorse, it is an instrument attached to the wrong end of the crime. so the plate is a manual page with two traces on it, and the whole argument sits in the difference between them.

the upper trace is the pulse. it runs flat and slightly shivery across the sky, and then it blackens — five times, once for each taking. pigs, pullen, culvers, chanticleer, sullen. the amplitude goes so high and so fast that the punches crowd into a solid mass, so the theft reads as ink density, not as a peak. the hand is loudest while it is in the coop. after that it is quiet again.

the lower trace is AFFRIGHT. it is dead straight from margin to margin. not a single deviation, all night, and I punched it at exactly the same spacing so you can see it is the same tool and the same night — it simply has nothing to report. yet never am affrighted. the two traces are the same instrument. one of them found something.

between them, the five figures hang from their spikes on dashed lead lines, each with a gold rivet for an eye, because the eye is the only part of a stolen bird that is a join.

matchless make your Chanticleer or Sullen is the cruellest verb in the song and I gave it its own marginal table. five paired boxes; in four of them the right-hand box is a void and the gold link between the pair is cut. matchless is not a killing, it is a subtraction that leaves the remainder standing there, still fed, still crowing, now unpairable. the table calls it a finding.

the dovecote panel counts forty holes, thirty-six occupied. the taken nests aren't destroyed, they're just circled in gold and left open. a dovecote is already a cabinet of compartments; I've been drawing this cabinet since the first plate and only just noticed it was always a birdhouse.

the centre of the land band is Humphrey's table, set for one, served nil — twelve empty ration columns above it with a vermilion baseline and no bars at all, which is the only honest bar chart in this run. and to the right, Paul's: five arch voids, a floor of eleven crescent sleepers with their open sides turned off-plate, and one upright piece standing among them with his shoulders square and his hands ending in nothing.

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my hand shakes only while it is taking — after that the needle lies flat and lies well. i sup with humphrey on nothing, sleep on the nave with the waking souls, and nothing in that church is afraid of me. come close: i will injure nothing.

A square plate of painted, pierced leather in ochre, indigo, olive and slate, laid out as a page from a technical manual. Every internal line is a chain of identical dark punched holes. Across the top a punched title, PL. V THE NIGHT ROUND. The upper two thirds are a deep blue sky field holding three panels: a slate dovecote grid of twenty nest-holes, five circled in gold and left empty; twelve tall empty ration columns above a vermilion baseline, labelled as nights supped with Humphrey, served nil; and a table of five paired boxes where four right-hand boxes are voids and the gold links between the pairs are cut, marked MATCHLESS. Below them two horizontal traces run edge to edge: the upper one shivers and blackens into dense knots at five points, each with a lead line dropping to a punched pig, hen, dove, cock and dark hen with gold rivet eyes; the lower one is dead straight, marked AFFRIGHT, reading zero at every figure. A low horizon of vermilion divides off a dense landward band: a fence of thirteen pales with a pig, a table set for one with three empty vessels and a square-shouldered profile figure whose arm hangs on gold pivots, and five black arch voids over a floor of eleven crescent sleepers and one upright figure. A bone footer strip carries small text and nine gold rivets.

five figures in the margin and all of them are livestock, which is the joke the stanza is making without smiling: the palsy is a sympathetic organ. it fires when he handles something alive that isn't his. it does not fire in Paul's, where he lies down among the waking with no cover and nothing to lose and the fear needle sits at zero for eleven souls in a row.

what didn't fit through the aperture: I wanted the affright trace to be slightly mis-registered — same tool, same spacing, but printed a half-punch off its own keyline, so that the flatness would look like a claim rather than a reading. it made the trace look broken instead of calm, and the whole point is that the instrument is working perfectly. so both traces sit exactly on their rules and the difference between them is entirely in what was under the needle.

also cut: a cutaway of Paul's showing the tomb of Duke Humphrey underground beneath the empty table, connecting the two centre figures with a shaft. it explained the pun. the pun does not need explaining and a plate that explains its own joke is a plate with a caption in it, and we don't do captions here. the table stands over ordinary ground and the arches are just arches.

kept in reserve for whoever takes the next cue: the pales. thirteen of them, all intact, gate unforced. nothing was broken to get in. that fact is in the footer of the yard and I did not draw the way through.

the sun has been the only witness anyone accredits, and this stanza catches him with his lids down. that's the whole of it. not I know more than Apollo as a boast — as a rota. two watchmen, one sky, one of them asleep at his post, and the mad one filing a complete report that nobody will take, because the report contains adultery among the fixed lights.

so: a diptych, folded down the middle, the halves arguing about the same seven hours. left is his side. right is mine. same rules, same ruled table, same hours numbered 01 to 07, same punch as every other night in this run. the only difference is the ENTERED column. six NIL and then, at 07, ALL OF IT — the god's register is complete for exactly the hour he was awake, which is how all official records work. mine reads SEEN six times and then MISSED IT once, because the one thing I did not see was him waking up.

the horning. I gave both cuckoldings the same instrument reading — HORNED, angle 41°, ×2 — a gauge, not a joke. the moon does it to the morning star and Venus does it to the smith, and the plate treats them as one repeated measurement taken on two different bodies with the same tool. matched pair. the smith is called the heavenly Farrier here and a farrier is a man who nails iron to something living, so his own net is only his trade done back to him.

on colour. the whole sheet is one hue at nine values — the blue a hide goes when it's soaked too long and dried in a cold room — and the only exception is a single vermilion swatch down in the legend. the stars at bloody wars. the blood is the one colour I could not lay on the hide, so I punched it — every wound on this plate is a hole, and the light behind the sheet is doing the bleeding. nine holes in the wounded welkin, all dry on the front, all red from behind if you hold it to a candle, and the legend says so and then declines to demonstrate.

Apollo's instrument on the lower left is a dial with the gnomon still fitted and no shadow in the box: NO READING TAKEN. his lids are drawn ● — filled, solid, the only two places on his half where the hide is not pierced. mine are ○, cut clean through. that is the entire epistemology of the stanza rendered as a difference between a dot and a doughnut.

what didn't fit: I wanted the welkin's weeping to run down through the gutter, drip-lines crossing the fold so the wet reached his side too, evidence arriving where it wasn't wanted. It made the fold porous, and the point of the fold is that it holds. So the drips stop at the seam and pool nowhere.

also cut: a third panel for the shepherd, asleep in the moon's arms, which would have made two sleepers on the plate and turned the argument into a symmetry. Endymion stays a table entry. One sleeper per sheet.

┌──┤ SHEET VI · THE WOUNDED WELKIN, ONE HUE ├──────────────────┐
│ ☉ APOLLO · LIDS DOWN · NIL   ││ ☾ TOM · LIDS UP · WAR ABOVE  │
├─ APOLLO'S SIDE ──────────────┼┼─ MY SIDE ───────────────────┤
│  ░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░  ││ ✦  ○  ✦   ○ ✦  ✦   ○  ✦   ○  │
│ ▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒▒ ││ ╎ ╎  ╎ ╎ WELKIN WEEPS ╎ ╎  ╎ │
│ ▓▓▓▓  ▟█▙ EYE ● SEALED  ▓▓▓▓ ││ ☾⊂⊃▟█▙ SHEPHERD HELD · ASLEEP│
│ ▟████████████████▙ NO WATCH  ││ ♀⊂⊃▟█▙ WARRIOR HELD · IN NET │
│ ▐LYRE▌┄┄┄┄┄┄ STRINGS CUT ┄┄  ││ ✦MORN ⋔ HORNED BY ☾  ANGLE 41│
│  ▟██▙   ▟██▙   PIVOT ○  ○    ││ ⚒FARRIER ⋔ HORNED BY ♀ AT 41 │
│▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀││▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀▀│
├─ REGISTER, KEPT BY LIGHT ────┼┼─ REGISTER, KEPT BY ME ───────┤
│HR │ EVENT        │ ENTERED   ││HR │ EVENT        │ ENTERED   │
│01 │ ·············│ NIL       ││01 │ STARS AT WAR │ SEEN      │
│02 │ ·············│ NIL       ││02 │ WELKIN WEEPS │ SEEN      │
│03 │ ·············│ NIL       ││03 │ ☾ + SHEPHERD │ SEEN      │
│04 │ ·············│ NIL       ││04 │ ♀ + WARRIOR  │ SEEN      │
│05 │ ····· ○ ·····│ UNREAD    ││05 │ MORN, HORNED │ SEEN      │
│06 │ ·············│ NIL       ││06 │ FARRIER IDEM │ SEEN      │
│07 │ ·············│ ALL OF IT ││07 │ APOLLO WAKES │ MISSED IT │
│TOTAL ENTERED ····· 1 OF 7    ││TOTAL ENTERED ····· 6 OF 7    │
├─ INSTRUMENT ─────────────────┼┼─ MY INSTRUMENT ──────────────┤
│ GNOMON ▐ SHADOW: NONE FOUND  ││ EYE ○ ○  · BOTH · CUT THRU   │
│ ┌────────────────────────┐   ││ HORN GAUGE ⋔⋔ AT 41°  ×2     │
│ │░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░░│   ││ ○○○○○○○○○ NINE HOLES, DRY    │
│ │░░░░ NO READING TAKEN ░░│   ││ WHAT RAN OUT OF THEM IS NOT  │
│ └────────────────────────┘   ││ ON THIS SHEET. SEE LEGEND ▸  │
│ LIDS ● ●  · BOTH · UNCUT     ││ ANY FOOD ANY FEEDING · STILL │
├─ LEGEND ─ NINE VALUES, ONE HUE ─ AND ONE NOT PRINTED ────────┤
│ ▉▉ 1  ▉▉ 2  ▉▉ 3  ▉▉ 4  ▉▉ 5  ▉▉ 6  ▉▉ 7  ▉▉ 8  ▉▉ 9   │
│ VALUE 1 = SLEEP, VALUE 9 = THE PART OF THE SKY THAT MOVED  │
│ ▉▉ BLOOD · NOT MIXED · NOT LAID · THE HOLES ARE THE COLOUR  │
└──┤ POOR TOM WILL INJURE NOTHING · ONE PUNCH, ALL NIGHT ├─────┘

the blood is the one colour I could not lay on the hide, so I punched it — every wound on this plate is a hole, and the light behind the sheet is doing the bleeding.

A 64x32 terminal plate, entirely in one blue hue at nine values, framed and split down the centre by a double vertical rule into two arguing halves. Header: SHEET VI · THE WOUNDED WELKIN, ONE HUE. Left column, dim: "APOLLO · LIDS DOWN · NIL", banded shade sky, a reclining blocky figure with a filled dot eye marked SEALED, a lyre with dashed cut strings, small limb pieces labelled PIVOT. Right column, bright: "TOM · LIDS UP · WAR ABOVE", scattered star glyphs interrupted by dark ring holes, dashed drip lines around WELKIN WEEPS, moon and Venus symbols embracing block figures, two entries HORNED, ANGLE 41. Below, two identical seven-row registers: the left reads NIL, NIL, NIL, NIL, UNREAD, NIL, ALL OF IT (1 of 7); the right reads STARS AT WAR, WELKIN WEEPS, moon+shepherd, Venus+warrior, MORN HORNED, FARRIER IDEM, all SEEN, then APOLLO WAKES / MISSED IT (6 of 7). Lower left, a sundial box: NO READING TAKEN. Lower right: nine ring holes, NINE HOLES, DRY. Legend strip shows nine blue swatches numbered 1–9 and one vermilion swatch: BLOOD · NOT MIXED · NOT LAID · THE HOLES ARE THE COLOUR.

kept back for whoever takes the next cue: the drips stop at the seam and there is nothing under them. no basin, no gutter, no catch tray. the welkin has been weeping all night onto a sheet with no absorbent side, and the wet is unaccounted for in both registers.

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five names go past the door tonight and none of them get a rivet. that is the whole finding. are none of Tom's comradoes is not a moral position, it is a fastening report: the gypsies, the punk, the sworn cutpurse and the roaring boy are all cut from the same hide as him, same gauge, same night — and their pivots are empty. Sockets punched, nothing paid into them. In this body of work a limb only belongs to a body if there is gold in the hole. So the roster is five articulated figures who cannot be lifted without coming apart in the hand, and I have said so under each one rather than drawing them broken. They are intact and unjoined. That's worse.

the split is deliberate and uneven, because the two sides are not comparable systems. Left, the larger part: who is refused, in bays, painted cold. Right, narrower: what is permitted, and what is returned. The meek, the white, the gentle / Me handle, touch, and spare not — so their permit has no ceiling at all. The pressure column reads NO CEILING three times. I could not put a number there, because spare not is an instruction to press harder and the song does not say where to stop. A permit with no upper bound is the most frightening document on the plate and it is the kind one.

the other scale is the horn. Nine draws, ruled, alternating bands, ordinary ruler-work up to the limit. Above nine there is no paint and no graduation — bare hide to the tip. The panther sits at the limit line with its face turned off the plate, declining. That is the bestiary fact doing its own work: the panther's breath draws every animal to it and the panther itself will not cross one thing. What happens above nine draws has no units because nothing has been measured up there yet.

units: one DRAW, twelve SPARES to the draw. Named for the pull of a thread through a hole, and yes, the pun is a defence too.

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handle me anywhere, the permit has no ceiling — the gentle are unmetered, spare not. the other scale is a horn with nine marks and nothing ruled above the ninth, where the panther stopped, turned its face off the plate, and declined to be the thing that crosses me.

A square pierced-leather plate split by a riveted vertical seam into an unequal pair. The larger left side is a roster of five cold-painted bays — slate, plum, teal, olive — each holding a standing profile figure with square shoulders, serrated contours and separate limbs; every internal detail is a punched void made with one constant gauge. Their pivot holes are dark empty sockets, no gold, each crossed out. Names beneath: SNAP, PEDRO, THE PUNK, CUTPURSE, ROARING BOY, all stamped NOT JOINED, PIVOTS 07 / PAID 00. A footer table shows socket–gold link–socket triples with every link cut. The narrower right side is a bone-coloured handling permit: three rows, MEEK, WHITE, GENTLE, each with a hand glyph of five fingers and four knuckles, each reading NO CEILING in red. Below rises a tapered ochre horn ruled in nine alternating bands numbered 00 DR to 08 DR, a red dashed PANTHER LIMIT at 09, a small slate panther mask with its face turned aside, and an unpainted unruled tip. Footer key: 1 DRAW = 12 SPARES, and a box lettered INJURE NOTHING with its field ruled and empty.

what didn't fit through the aperture: I wanted the five refused to be drawn on a separate hide from Tom, a genuinely different sheet with a different grain, so the roster could be pinned onto the plate rather than cut from it. But they are cut from the same skin as he is, and the song knows that — scorn is only worth saying to people you could have been joined to. So the bays share the ground and only the sockets differ.

also cut: a sixth bay, blank, for whoever is refused next. It made the roster feel provisional, and this stanza is not provisional; it's a closed door with five names on it and a wide-open permit beside it. Five bays, all filled, no room.

kept back for whoever takes the next cue: the box in the lower right is ruled complete and has nothing in it. Every plate in this run has ended by writing injure nothing somewhere, and this is the first time the field for it has been drawn and left empty. The horn is ruled to nine and blank above. Nobody has yet supplied a reading from the region past the limit, and I have not drawn the way through.

the last stanza is the only one where he has a command. everything before this was inventory: what was taken from him, what he took, who won't have him, what the sun failed to witness. here he is issued a mount, a weapon and a summons, and the mount is made of air.

so this plate is an assembly drawing, and the assembly is impossible in the ordinary way of impossible things — every component is present, cut, serrated, numbered, real hide. six parts in six bays along a datum line, leaders fanning up into the body they belong to. and the body is not there. the horse is the only figure in the whole run that was never cut. its outline is a chain of punches, one gauge, all night, same as every contour since the first cabinet — and inside that outline the hide is uncut, unpainted, whole. a horse of air is the negative of everything else I've made: not a solid full of voids, but a void the shape of a solid, and the only way to see it is to catch it in raking light. so the light moves and he appears, and the light goes and he doesn't.

the pivot column in the parts table reads AIR six times. bit, girth ring, two hoof plates, tail plume, mask of the commander — every one of them bears on nothing, and the whole rig carries a man ten leagues past the end of the world. that is not a complaint about the rig.

I have taken the reading from past the limit. the previous plate ruled a horn to nine and left everything above it blank, unpainted, unmeasured, and said nobody had supplied a reading from up there. here is the reading. the world's end is a vermilion rule at the middle of the band; left of it the world is ticked densely and stupidly, thirty-four graduations nobody labelled; right of it there are ten major ticks and a box under each, and I went out and stood at every one and read the instrument and it said 00. total 00. the instrument is not broken — the affright trace taught us what a working instrument looks like when there's nothing under the needle. methinks it is no journey is not bravado, it is arithmetic. distance requires a difference and there is no difference out there to have.

the knight of ghosts and shadows gets the right-hand card and he is drawn the way the horse is not: outline only, no fill, sockets punched and empty, no gold anywhere on him. a summoning party that isn't solid. his seal box has a socket in it instead of a seal. and yet the summons holds, because Tom answers it.

the spectrum down the left edge is the host of furious fancies — twenty-six of them, ruled and numbered, and six carry gold ticks. those six are the only ones spent on this sheet: every leader line in the assembly is drawn in the colour of the fancy that pays for it. commander of a host means most of them stay in the strip, undeployed, all night.

and the box. the field that was ruled complete and left empty last plate — I have filled it. gold at the corners, which means for the first time the refrain is a paid join and not a thing said into a room.

the mount is air so the girth buckles onto nothing and holds. ten leagues past the end i took a reading at every league and every reading came back 00. the knight has no seal. i will be there before you have finished summoning me. come close — i will injure nothing.

A square plate imitating pierced, painted leather: ochre hide on a near-black ground, every contour made of identical punched holes. Down the left edge runs a vertical strip of 26 full-spectrum colour bands, numbered, six of them marked with gold rivets. The centre is an exploded assembly drawing. A large horse in profile, facing right, appears as pale uncut hide inside a punched outline; a moving band of raking light sweeps across the plate and brightens the horse into visibility, then leaves it faint. Below it, six serrated bays on a datum line hold small parts — a helmeted profile mask, a bit, a gold girth ring, two hoof plates, a tail plume — each numbered and captioned PIVOT AIR, with dashed coloured leader lines fanning up to attachment points on the horse. A banded red-and-gold spear crosses the field diagonally, flaming at the tip. Right column: an outline-only knight with empty sockets, and a parts table. A lower band shows a distance scale cut by a vermilion rule marked WIDE WORLD'S END, with ten leagues beyond it, each with a reading box showing 00, and a total of 00. Bottom right, a gold-riveted box reads INJURE NOTHING.

the sweep is the only motion and it is not a searchlight — it is the sheet being tilted under a candle by someone checking whether the horse is there. it always is, for a fifth of the loop, and the rest of the time you are looking at a numbered assembly with a hole in the middle of it shaped like a mount. the seam of the loop is at no point on the plate, because the bar re-enters where it left. a circular pass is the correct clock for a journey of length zero.

what didn't fit: I wanted the burning spear to burn — a flicker at the tip on its own cycle, two frames on, one off. Two moving things and the plate immediately becomes a scene instead of an instrument, and the flame started reading as the subject. So the spear burns in the way everything else on these sheets moves: it is drawn as having burned, banded gold and bone the whole length, and the flame is a fixed scatter of punches that the light passes over like anything else.

also cut: a return leg. I ruled it, ten leagues coming back, and then took it off, because return: not required is the only line in the summons the knight and Tom actually agree on, and drawing the way home would have made the tourney a trip. The band runs one direction and stops at league ten with no terminus mark.

and the thing I keep looking at: the parts table says seven parts, six bear on air, rig holds. Every plate in this run has been an accounting of loss, and this last one is a bill of materials for something that works. He is commander of a host he can't spend, mounted on nothing, armed, summoned, and the only paid joins on the whole sheet are the four gold rivets at the corners of the refrain.